lol yeah, not dead actually believe it or not. Sorry, I've been back from that camping trip for a while now, just haven't been on this account a lot. Been on my drawing one cause I've been doing a crap load of drawings and projects lately. Hope you don't mind. But yeah, Soon I will be starting a new drawing project that will require me to model for a few things. So idk when I'll be getting to that, but I will eventually.
Also could use a few models for this project. Any volunteers?
So how have you peeps been?

Hey guys. Sorry I don't get on as much on this account anymore. I'll try harder lol. I'm going camping this week and won't get back till Friday or something. I have one request that I'm going to try and complete while camping with my art class. If you guys have any other requests, let me know because this is probably the best time to do it.
I'll try to view your deviations soooooooon ;-;

Alright, I'm looking for those who want to model but never had a reason to before. Well, here's a good reason. I'm going to start a project which will involve most of my characters from my novel the Ebony Hourglass. I need a different model for each character. It can be a fighting pose or just anything you think would fit the character you choose to take on. I need both female and male models for this. Plz plz plz, I need as many people as possible.
Just pic a character from the list below and I will give you a discription of that character and kind of what outfit you'll need. Your outfits don't have to match what I have planned exactly, but something close.
Here's the list:

Enk Kane: male (needs to be well built and willing to have no shirt)
Zannor Cyrius: Male (skinny and having a gun and goggles would help)
Mecondra Zekk: female (long hair and sexy lol)
Tig Tealka: Male (skinny girlish features)
Scribe Skean: male (younger with long or spiky hair)
Vendial Skean: male (anything is fine)
Tyme Raink: male (sknny and girlish features)
Carrollyn: Female (darker skin color)
Zinc: male (well built and manly features)
Dar Taka: female (anything is fine)
Vice Sin: male (nice smile and has a long trench coat)
Valnn: male boy (darker skin)

Yeah, most of them are males. Sorry. But plz help me out. You can make this as fun as you want hehe. Cause I know I'ma have fun. Thanks guys for your help. I'll give more details if you're interested in being a model for me 8D
And yes, you will be drawn if you sign up for this and your page will be linked to

For those not watching or paying attention to my main account I have news. I'm travelling back down to the states for the weekend tomorrow and won't be back till after the 10th. I'll probably still be able to talk to you guys when I get down there though. So no worries. I'll bring my art with me and try to finish something. I'll even take some pictures Wish me a happy birthday cause it's on the 9th and I won't be able to say hi then. I'll be hanging with old friends on that day. Thank you all for your support.
Next time someone wants to feature my deviations, plz tell me. I really am honored, but I want to be informed when you do. Thank you 8D

been keeping to myself lately, I don't even know where to start anymore when I have to let it all out. My two older sisters have always been downing me from the beginning about my style in outfits and just my personal interests. Even my lil sister does as well when she has the chance.
My oldest sister hid one of my fav necklaces in a couch downstairs because she claimed it looked weird. I found it today and when I heard she hid it, I was a bit upset because she's always doing this to me. And my other older sister didn't help when she just laughed at me and agreed with sarah's actions. That just made me angry and my dad told me not to get upset. I just set my plates by the sink and left. I was going to tell my parents later that I'm really sick of the way they're treating me and their stupid gossip about how much of a freak they think I am. But then I decided against it when my mom started yelling at me for not knowing who's underwear belonged to who when I was folding their clothes. I went quiet because I can't talk back and I'm not about to cry like I normally do when someone yells at me. So she yelled at me telling me not to be angry when she tells me to do something. Oh yeah, that's totally the way to go! Yell at me to stop being angry and I'll totally stop! Jeez, I'm really sick of this shit. I'm so sick of being made fun of as the freak child when I just have a different style.
Sarah told me to cut my hair and kept persisting even after I told her it was a defenate no. She gave me that bitch stare and then kept going on why I should. I swear I'ma block anyone on here who tells me to cut my fucking hair, alright? Yes, I know it's fucking long, alright? Ever wonder if I like it long? I'm so sick of stupid people! They make me so ill, I could just rip the flesh off from my bone. But no, I stopped cutting a long time ago.
I'm so sick of idiot canadians who think they know me and are racist against me because I'm american. Well you know what, Canada? YOU'RE ALL FUCKING STUPID RACIST RETARDS and you don't know american politics or anything about anyone around the world! You're anorexic pethetic pacifist weaklings! You wanna fight me on that,go on! I'll be happy to debate you dolts. That's all you want to do with me from what I've seen so far. Gah, what did I ever do to you?
I hate that my proff doesn't like my work because I work in markers and pens. Also doesn't like that I don't edit my photos. Says it wrong to not edit a photo though I think a perfect photo can be taken with simply one shot.
I know this totally sounds emo, but why the fuck am I so misunderstood? I just hate how rejected I am from other people.
nvm, I'm done with this emo rant. I almost didn't submit it actually, but I'm done just keeping to myself about this kind of stuff. I just wanna talk to some nice understanding nonracist people.